I'm Pregnant.........ahhhhhh!

Well I figure since I'm waiting to tell my friends till we know all is ok, I should post here since I want to keep you two updated.

So as you guys know I got a positive prego test yesterday! Well four actually!! hahaha! I don't think it had really sunk in untill this morning!! I could not sleep at all! I got up at like 4:00am after laying there for an hour. Made a bowl of oat meal and got out the journal Carl bought me forever ago and I have never writen in it. I wrote to my baby told her/him all about the day we found out about there arrival! It was then that it really hit me~

Holy cow I'm Pregnant! I'm trying not to get too excited or carried away but I also don't want to be negative about it!

My Doctors appointment is on the 4th of March! I'm nervous I want to know already that everything is ok!

I told my parents today becasue there was no way I could hold out any longer!! I printed some pictures of the grandkids 4 on one page then the 4 pregnancy tests on the other page! My Dad was so excited! My Mom was too!

So I'm in my 4th week still really early! So I got to wait till the 4th of March to get some reassurance!! 4 weeks to go!

Work, money, and blah......

Well things work wise have been very stressful lately! We have not worked a full month since October. We can get by not working full time but we can't make any head way or do anything extra. But that I can handle! This month we have only gotten paid once! We have worked but the company dosent have any money to pay us. This is really frustrateing!! It would be fine if that was that and the comapny was one for but the issue is that we are suposed to have these MAJOR jobs come through but its a matter of waiting for them to give us check. If that happens we will all be alot better off but in the meantime there are 2 weeks before our bills and rent are due. We have been trying to save fora house but how things are going we won't be able to do that anytime soon. I just hope that things can turn around!!!

Workout

Well I'm really commited to looseing weight this year!! It is VERY important to me! I want to get healthy!!! I can't live my life like this! So Carl and my Dad want to get in shape and loose weight so we are all working out in the morning before work. My Dad has all kinds of work out equipment in his garage. So today was our first day! It was hard to get up so early but I just keep telling my self it will pay off! So we will see how it goes!

Carl is full of energy and truely getting back to his old self agian! Which is great! I think the Lead treatments he is getting are really helping him! It makes me so happy to see him like this! I hope it keeps up!!

Resolutions

Well this year I plan to change my life and stick to my resolutions!! I’m going to print them out and stick them on my mirror in the bathroom so I see them every day.

So here it goes…….

1. Get to a healthy weight by 2010 of 130-140. I have lost 16 pounds since this summer but I have 60 to go! And I’m committed to doing it this year. I have been working out almost every day and watching what I’m eating. I know I have had this resolution before but this year I WILL DO IT!!!!!!!

2. Take care of myself. I don’t just want to lose weight I want to feel good. I have had such a crummy few years with my health and I want to get it all under control! I think my weight is a good start but I have to get really healthy!!

3. Keep my house clean!!!! I have been doing a lot better with it but I want to keep it that way and not let it get out of hand!

4. Save for a down payment on a house. We already have some savings but not enough so were going to be scrimping and saving as much as possible so we can own our own home!

5. Get a raise! I have not had one for almost 3 years so I think it’s about time I get one!

6. Complete my first year of collage with good grades!!

So that is the list.

Holidays, New Year, and Updates

I supose I should use this to keep Diana updated as to what were all up to down here in Sothern California, Since she forgot her password on myspace! hahaha! Just Kidding Diana!

So Thanksgiving was alot of the usual we had dinner with my family! It was pretty uneventful!

Christmas was nice we were able to decorate our house thisyear which was a lot of fun! Our friend brought a bunch of lights over for us to use!

I took pictures of our christmas but since I still use "film" have to have them developed so I will post those when ever I get around to that!

Everyone was Sick for Christmas and New Years so that was pretty lame. Carl and I dident even get up at midnight to celebrate! We went to bed at 7pm haha!

Right now work is really SLOW!! So were kind of stressing about that! Hopeing things will pick up soon other wise a change is going to be in order!

I'm excited that I have lost 16 pounds so far and I hope to loose 20 by my birthday! I really want to get healthy and feel good! I'm finishing up my second block of classes at UOP. That's really cool! I'm glad to be working towards something. Classes are going ok just really boreing I'm ready to start the accounting part already you know haha!

Carl is doing good he has been getting treatments for lead posining. Which have been making him feel so much better! He has not been getting head aches like he used to! So that is really wonderful! But the treatments are not covered by insurance! So they are going to be postponed until work picks up. He has been shooting alot at his competitions he really enjoys it. He also has been working on his truck trying to get the body work done on it.

Maddy is good she is sleeping right now! haha

I think thats about it for now. I will try to keep you updated.

Nachos~

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